People come into your life for a reason
to teach you a lesson
to make you stronger
to love you
to challenge you
to betray you
to compete with you.
I struggle through the tears
of dismissiveness
unacknowledging
unsupportive
wreckless
abandonement
The only betrayal here is of trust, loyalty, and friendship
friendship is secondary, of course, which pulls itself through with this uncertainty
but the mark within my psyche is there, permanently
"People may forget what you say but will never forget how you made them feel."
This is one such instance and the theme continues...
If you cannot announce publicly what you feel inside then the outside is inside out like the relationship
I make people so comfortable that they feel they don't need to exude any energy in my direction...as I read in a recent article...strong, independent women need people once in a while when the chips are down, to acknowledge their strength, their love, their steadfastness, their loyalty, their value...this is an extrinsic value...the intrinsic value is there as a mask and people misread it for not needing any nurturing, development and love...northing could be further from the truth.
